i am quite amazed my lj is still here even after the big black out and what amazese me even move is the amount of time that has passed
and yet little to nothing in my life has changed.....wow i feel like i'm drowning in the past here......

now i wonder who will reply just to say i was here and who shall stay silent and remane unnoted.

well it's been some time sense i was last here but i felt the need to post ( Read more... )

i have all but given up updating on here for myspace but saw that some friends were still on here and thought about posting for old times sake...seeing as it has been YEARS sense i last posted i can say that the world has changed around me for the worst....some friend are turning into ppl i no longer wish to be around and i have grown so very tired ( Read more... )

i know i dont update as much as i shoud but i've been working hard on my 2 costumes....as everyone knows i've been doing the vivi costume and all but i didnt want to be doing the costume for as long as i have been so i may retirer it at the end of sakura-con 09....BUT now for the BIG ONE.....i didnt know what costume i wanted to do after the vivi ( Read more... )

i've just had a HUGE BRAKETHRU with my sakura-con vivi costumes mask.....HUGE BRAKETHRU.....if all keeps going well then i garanty that this will be the most intercite vivi/black mage costume ever seen.....even going so far as to top this one by ken hoppkins...

http://www.cosplay.com/costume/31950/

things i'm NOW planing on putting on....
true glowing ( Read more... )

3erd time rewriting this so i'll be short and less then sweet...my hell phone is dead....i will only take calls from ppl that are on a verizon plan and thats it....if you need to get a hold of me use the internet, my home phone or have some thing that IS an emergancy then you can call the hell phone....that is all......

nice to see everyone i left here a year ago is still here.....theres some small comfert in that.....

and for the main reson i'm posting....my sakura-con costume....
its now at 72% finshed and i'm so very very pleased with it....i'm making 2 costumes right now....the first is the vivi costume that now looks like a real blackmage that walked out of ( Read more... )

theres this man named robert who has spent 5 year, 15,000 hours to make a game from scrach all by him self and the kicker is that its all self tot....heres his link ( Read more... )

if i belived in karma i'm sure it would have me by the balls right now but that
is not why i'm writing right now...at least not all of it....in the last week i've been helping a friend out who has found him/herself in a hard time and as i was with them we found some hard truths that not even 30 secs earlyer we were laughing without a care in the ( Read more... )

just got a  used psp and in all my hardware know how  trying to mod the damn thing i ruined the battery...well in my need to try and repare the damage that i had done i poked and sodered until the battery gave out in a fizzileing hisss of some pist of snake and if watching the crocadle hunter has tot me anything, it's when you piss something off ( Read more... )