i can try and shove you off the nearest cliff...

[racistdragon]

Conversations with my sister about jobs have made me feel like I'm unworthy of every job I apply for. Granted, it doesn't help that I haven't been called for an interview very often, but even when I am, I'm filled with all of this self-doubt. I've grown used to getting disappointed, in that department. A lot of departments, actually

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[jinxycat]

Hush. You're exciting. Blog for yourself, and your sister can go screw herself.

Ultimately, you've got to come up with your own idea of self-worth. Your sister's been belittling you for your whole life. You've gotta let those comments be like water running off a duck's back. Sometimes, we don't know what we're capable of or qualified for until we go for it.

You know what you want out of life, so don't let anyone discourage you from that.

[racistdragon]

I have been better about not letting things get to me, lately. I even think we're getting along better. She's a little bit more smiley around me lately, and less quick to yell at me. I don't know why, but it's an improvement.

I guess certain things just should not be discussed or shared with her. That would probably help. I mean, you don't act like an editing job is too good for me. And you're a better judge. ♥

[ladybugg7]

I understand about being self conscious when it comes to interviews. But, I think that you are pretty awesome, and I know that it wont be to long before a company realizes that too!!!

[racistdragon]

Awww, thanks! I hope you're right. :)