I've noticed that the way I relate to others is very, very elitist. (I can hear it now: it took you that long to realize you're a dick, Michael? No, I knew I was a dick. I just didn't really understand why until now ( Read more... )

My name is Michael Chui ( Read more... )

I don't know if this is the second or third time I've gotten out of bed after giving up on waiting for my mind to stop churning on thoughts. The first time was rather rewarding, though. *headscratch* Skinner box dislikes this ( Read more... )

http://www.last.fm/music/Sting/_/Why+Should+I+Cry+For+You%3F+(Fields+Of+Gold+Remix)

This is my favorite song right now. I wrote a gigantic private entry last night that I've decided to keep locked down.

Here's the quoted chorus:

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I went to a hackerspace today. It wasn't very exciting; just a couple people there and all of us were just banging away on our stuff. Which was ideal for my mood. Started out in a good mood and then I was reminded of the previous night and I went sort of "Fuck it" and got self-absorbed. This was a, "You're doing it wrong," drag me out of the house ( Read more... )

Still can't sleep ( Read more... )

I'm too tired right now (from carrying a 30 lb. box) to do any work (which involves thinking), so I've decided to write out short term goals instead ( Read more... )

You know. The main reason I can't write fiction right now is I can't step outside of myself quite so easily anymore. I don't entirely understand why, but I've gone from very obliquely writing about myself and parts of myself to... being unable to keep the whole of me from the page ( Read more... )

Since I have some partial clarity, I should expand on the Enigma Protocol. I fixated on the word "enigma" sometime in the last five or six years and I've been using it pretty regularly, so if you try very hard, you may remember the other times I've mentioned it on this journal ( Read more... )

This is not going to be my best piece, but I wanted to take the opportunity I have now to try to step through it ( Read more... )