i don't think i love you; i think i love myself.

i can't wait until these moments into memories. .. sometimes nostalgia is better than the real thing.

sometimes it is ok to have a night. just one night; just occasionally. it is perfectly ok to have a night. a painfully long, never-ending night. it is ok to feel like all the molecules making up the life rushing in your bloodstream, pumping through your heart, are gonna burst. it's ok to feel like you need to pray and to feel like you need to ( Read more... )

things are lookin' up.

guess what. i am too smart for this. yet i do it over and over. friends that aren't my friends. defining my life. that aren't defining my life. what am i running from? what am i hiding from? why do i let these sort of things -overtake- me? it's ok if it's just a booster. like *bump* "i said goddamn!" .. i should just have these powder my nose ( Read more... )

i just threw up.
but i am in love with life right now.

i am thankful for the simplicities,
but i am still waiting for my grander things to happen.

i haven't learned to let go,
in the ways that i want to.

i want to create something haunting.

I tap the negativity out of me ( Read more... )

when you're stuck like dried-up sugar
at the bottom of a teacup.
just remember that the stars & sky still exist.
just look up.