It's happened, it's happened and life is so strange. One simple word and the whole world has changed

Sep 01, 2010 13:56

I... I don't even know right now. I haven't talked to my parents in almost a month. I miss them like burning, frankly, but I think I've hit a stubborn pride moment. My parents, no matter how many times I tell them otherwise, seem to think that if I don't contact them, it's because I'm mad, and I'll 'come back when I'm ready'. At the moment, I'm ( Read more... )

leave the past behind, redeem this empty life, to anyone out of the mainstream, to apathy to empathy to entropy, draw a line in the sand, close on the steeple, and then they call, to starving for attention, fear's my life, making something out of nothing

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minkhollow September 1 2010, 18:08:49 UTC
::massive, massive hugs::
I'll be on in a sec, dear. <3

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gamerchick September 1 2010, 19:26:10 UTC
Just so you know, I've been through heavy religious doubt issues for as long as I can remember, so I do understand about that. And you know how to reach me if you want to talk - but you need to take that first step.

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bluestalking September 1 2010, 19:36:32 UTC
The simple problem is that many of you haven't struggled with religion and your life.

Ahahaha this does not apply to me.

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starletfallen September 9 2010, 02:39:00 UTC
Okay, I have to admit that I haven't really read your journal since the LJ gender-selection debacle last December, and I know I removed your journal when I cut down my flist to just those people I actually read, but I was... curious as to how you were doing, and thought I'd drop by. Even if we've gone our separate ways, I do still wonder about you, because you were my friend.

Obviously, I have not been privy to any actual information about the past few months, but... based on what I did know when we still spoke, and what I've seen on this journal, and in the name of what an amazing friendship we had, I wanted to tell you my honest opinion.

You need. To get. Help.

You say that you don't feel you can step away from life, but from my perspective, honestly, you're not having much of a life anyway. In my opinion, you can't afford to not step away from life and get yourself sorted out. You're having health issues and depression and anxiety attacks and seem to be holding yourself together by a thread, if these entries on top of my ( ... )

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