my grandparents have been married for 50 years. in todays society that is an amazing feat. its so uncommon and respectable that its hard to even comprehend. they are the type of people that if one should die the other would probably die shortly after of a broken and lonely heart ( Read more... )

I MISS MY FRIEND

i wish that i could speak what was on my mind freely while its on my mind... im far to passive ( Read more... )

7 months ago i said lets just go with the flow and see what happens... well here i am 7 months later having gone with the flow and seemingly everything went perfectly according to plan. i guess its time to take my own advice. i NEED to go with the flow. i obviously have no control over what is going to happen all i can do is sit back and watch it ( Read more... )

ive come to find out it is not possible to be both happy and sad about something at the exact same time. yes, you can be happy and sad about a situation, but at some point you have to choose and emotion to feel you cant have each of them. believe me if i could i would have them both right now. i know that i will not be sad for long and that happy ( Read more... )

not having friends sucks.....

especially when you need a shoulder to cry on.....

have you ever been with someone that you are just totally comfortable with? someone that you just want to sit next to or lay next to or cuddle with for an eternity? i have that with laura. its amazing. i love it ( Read more... )

a million thoughts have been flying through my head lately... in 9 days my girldfriend leaves for college... not only that but leaves our relationship as well... and i know it will be for the best and that she needs this time to herself its so hard to not want to make it all stop and just stay in the moment ( Read more... )

today was absolutely amazing. and i have only one person to thank for that ( Read more... )

tonite has been one of the better nites i have had in the recent past. i got to go to a movie with one of my best friends. though it was a drive in and i didnt sit next to him it was still about chillin with him and makin sure he had his friends around him on his birthday... slowly but surely i am finding out the importance of birthdays. though ( Read more... )