i lost my little man yesterday .. please keep him and his mom tina in your prayers they are gonna need it .... i cant believe im never going to get to see him again

i miss you coop

love
joe

im starting to realize the more i know .,... the less i want to .... i think ill become a hermit

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so im beyond tired and that might be why im over reacting but why is it that i was refered to by someone as something no one ever knew about ... wor k . less co mputer mor e sleep

last night i had a dream that closely resembled the movie kuffsexcept it was a different setting and i think it was based in la not sanfrancisco ... not a bad dream but im never eating hamburger helper with soy crumbles before bed again

extra creamy vanilla with basquiat .. such a good morning

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im so fucking tired i dont want to do ANYTHING today .. i have to work in an hour. when i get home im going to bed and im not waking up untill 1130 tomorrow for work .... the shower was a success and even though i was positive i was not driving everyone kept assuring me that i was NOT ok to drive ... yeah ive been drinking since 2 its nine now .. ( Read more... )

so ive been in a shitty mood ... sorry to anyone who i directly effect(affect?) due to circumstances beyond my control..(ie. you work with me and soforth . i dont know what im doing with my life i know what i wanna do but im not working towards it im wasting time in a mall selling skate clothes to kids who dont know what a kickflip is ... not that ( Read more... )

im starting to turn into that weird nervous joe that goes for bike rides at all hours of the night ... im really uncomfortable ... uggghhhh i need sleep but i probally wont ....