I don't know what to do anymore, I don't know what helps. what hurts, what is better, or worse

(  angry venting conmence here: )

R starts chemo thursday, I'm not sure how I feel really kind of conflicted right now... am I scared, am I hopeful, am I freakin werided out ( Read more... )

I've never posted here before but I am the non-bio mom of an 18 year old living with cancer. She has rhabdomyosarcoma. I have raised her for most of her life. I guess I don't know where to turn for support ( Read more... )

I am now free of school and the constant studying I was trying to attempt last week, I passed yay ( Read more... )

My dear friend died yesterday. The day before she'd sent me an e-mail telling me how she loved me. Like Jessa herself, it was bawdy, sexy, silly and tender all at once. It was the most beautiful thing anyone has ever written to me. I burst out crying when I read it but never answered, because I thought I'd be talking to her Sunday. Only by the time ( Read more... )

This is real... My wife, Jeanine, works at a Federal Credit Union. She is currently working at a branch located at a Hospital. Today, one of the customers, a nurse, commented that she loved J's hair and asked where she got it cut. J replied, "Fox Chase Cancer Center", this is my hair growing back in after Radiation and Chemo Therapy Treatments. The ( Read more... )

Hello :o ( Read more... )

WOW! you guys are great! such long comments I decided to answer them all here ( Read more... )

my partner was recently diagnosed with breast cancer, and a friend told me about this community. I'm not really sure what to do, or expect, my partner recently had surgery, and now we're waiting to meet with an Oncologist in two weeks fo set a chemo schedule...

I'm really lost, and any advice would be so very welcome!

X-posted here and other places, apologies if you read it twice or more.

( Cut for the vanilla of heart )