friday was intense. mike brought his parents with him to court. they tried fighting it. he kept saying that i assaulted him bla bla bla. eventually his lawyer convinced him that he was wasting everyone's time and he signed the order as well as agreed to pay for damages to my car. i got out of court early and ended up taking the rest of the day off ( Read more... )

bla!! even more drama. i got a letter last night from mike's lawyer. yes he hired a lawyer and wants to fight the restraning order. the letter asked me to sign out of the order and to not show up in court. if i don't sign it, he's going to court to fight it. i'm so pissed. he's that much of a douche that he can't leave me alone. i better win on ( Read more... )

i had a really lazy weekend. slept most of the day, ate, got drunk, repeate. i can't wait till friday is over. my anxiety as been getting worse lately. i just want to get this court date over with and never have to see mike again ( Read more... )

i got out of work two hours early because of the storm yesterday. i went over to harley's and hung out with him and his roommates. i had miller highlife for the first time in forever. so good. we played scrabble and watched movies. i talked to nash for the first time in forever. it was so good to talk to him again ( Read more... )

last weekend i went home to visit mo and popey for an early birthday. i got a new comforter, a subscription to netflix, a bluetooth for my phone, and a stun gun (that was popey's idea). i also got alot of random goodies for around the house and cake and cookies. they took me out to long horn and popey had them sing me happy birthday. i had my first ( Read more... )

last night bob, harley, and ryan came over. i made us vegan chilli for dinner. a dangerous move in such a tiny apartment. i've been exhausted lately. i've gotten so little sleep. last night i went to bed around one..i think. i just passed out and woke up in the morning with the window still open. went to the doctor today. the infection in my nose ( Read more... )

yesterday i got a protection order. they served it to mike last night. so far things have been quiet, but mike is very unpredictable. i didn't want to stay at home last night. i figured once he got the papers he might get crazy. i went to a vegan potluck with harley and then stayed at his place. i was going to stay with evan, but i figured i was ( Read more... )

last night i went to starbucks to use their internet cause i was sick of mine cutting out. mike showed up. i waved and tried to be friendly. he came over and started talking to me but got mean fast. he said he wanted presents he gave me back and little things he says he bought which i know i did.. like the coat rack. he got mad and went outside. i ( Read more... )

i've had quite the interesting past few days. friday night i went to bubbas with evan and ezra and some other kid. the night started with a shot of whiskey which i hadn't had since i turned 21. a few beers later and i was cuttin a rug. i ended up getting asked for my number. someone saw me dance and still thought i was hot lol ( Read more... )

mike's back in portland. he convinced his parents to let him come back for school. i told him not to come back because of me because who knows if anything will work out between us. we've hung out a little bit. i let him sleep at my place a couple times since his place is pretty much empty. he and his parents cleaned out the place last weekend ( Read more... )