Today has been surreal. I feel almost like I'm not in my body, like the meds aren't working again. It hasn't felt particularly difficult, though. I miss him, but not enough to cause the crying jags of yesterday. I think I may just be emotionally spent ( Read more... )

 Today is the day ( Read more... )

1. That I have all of my basic needs met. (Roof over head, food, etc ( Read more... )

Forwarning - I ran out of mood stabalizer medication two days ago, so I'm a little unhinged right now.

Okay, so up to this point in the last few months I haven't been posting on here much (I have become enamored of Facebook, which has led to waaaaay too many status updates, and not enough time to think of writing anything that would help me just let ( Read more... )

So, after six months of dating, and getting in innumerable amounts of trouble, Brendon tells me tonight that his father's shipping him off to Mexico at the end of August ( Read more... )

So, it's been a while ( Read more... )

I've been sick for the last week. 102 degree fever on Monday, down to the high 90s on Tuesday, at which point we had marching practice for the parade...in the rain. Fever went back up to 101 on Wednesday morning, and then reduced back down to 99 (my average body temperature is 97.4) on Thursday...then to marching practice again. In the rain ( Read more... )

What do you do when your boyfriend's best friend tells you that she's REALLY interested in you? Especially when she's straight? I've tried saying no, but the envelope is being pushed. And he knows, and doesn't particularly care (so long as nothing transpires), which is even worse ( Read more... )

Feeling okay about it, too. Might have even passed. :) AP Language and Composition tomorrow, 7:30. Wish me luck ( Read more... )

 So, last few weeks ( Read more... )