What do I do now?

[queen_cutie]

So since my last entry things have gotten better but nothing has been fixed. I held off telling my parents for a while that I have 2 more credits to go because I failed a class and they reacted as expected. Angrily...and they were sooo disappointed. I couldn't take it..I would have preferred a beating rather then hear my parents like that. Anyway,

Comments

[lunasky]

Aw, *hugs

[queen_cutie]

I think the fact that you encouraged me about the lab thing helped me get out and get into one. It's really cool to finally do something and I feel tons more confident. I thought I could get to take the same class over in the spring semester but it's only offered in the FALL!!! So I just had the idea that I should get credit for my lab work. I chose not to do it for the fall semester because of the cost of the credits but since I have no choice...I guess i have to do it. All I have to do is come to the lab and write a paper. My lab professor was already going to make me do that so I'm fine with getting credits for it.

So yeah..that's my plan for now. I must find a way of either getting credit for the semester of lab I did or the semester of lab i'm doing.

Engineering Mechanics II??? Damn...it hurts to think about it.

And thanks for the support! I need all the cheerleaders I can get. :-D

[twelvetonerose]

I'm sorry about your parents and all. I know the feeling, I feel like I'm getting stuck too and its really not my fault. you were trying to graduate early right? I think a lot of people are going through the omg what am I going to do thing right now... its just rougher on some than others. *hugs* just don't give up on yourself and keep your head up.

-wahida

[queen_cutie]

I had no choice but to graduate early. My parents couldn't afford any more classes..and now I did this so yeah...I have to work two jobs now.

I look at my cousins who are all done with this and either getting married or working and I just can't see myself as them. It's freaky...

Thanks!