What do I do now?
So since my last entry things have gotten better but nothing has been fixed. I held off telling my parents for a while that I have 2 more credits to go because I failed a class and they reacted as expected. Angrily...and they were sooo disappointed. I couldn't take it..I would have preferred a beating rather then hear my parents like that. Anyway, I'm back in Albany and will start working at Subway this Wednesday while my days are wasted away in the lab. I really don't want to work at Subway. I'm getting paid peanuts and the work sucks. I need a job at Macy's or something, cuz then I get a discount I really could use. LOL
I'm feeling "off" the last few months. It is as if my life is going on and I'm not moving with it. It's so weird. I'm resisting the urge to scream but maybe I need to in order to wake up. I make little sense right now but work sucks, school sucks and I'm in a rut right now. I think it's my mid mid-life crisis. LOL
oh..new icons! I didn't know you could have SIX now!!
I'm feeling "off" the last few months. It is as if my life is going on and I'm not moving with it. It's so weird. I'm resisting the urge to scream but maybe I need to in order to wake up. I make little sense right now but work sucks, school sucks and I'm in a rut right now. I think it's my mid mid-life crisis. LOL
oh..new icons! I didn't know you could have SIX now!!