So, I've been awake for about 24 hours now, maybe more. Occasionally thinking about mark. trying to block out what is probably just a wee crush. A fantastic friendship is growing in all of this. Do i really want to ruin everything for something that could be nothing............ooooh total eclipse of the heart solo type synthy thing ( Read more... )

i love dan. i really do. when i look at dan, i see years and years ahead. but sometimes, when i think of what i want to do with my life- his lack of gumption and enthusiasm regarding a career bothers me....just this 'book' he's going to write, so i try to encourage him. but it is so very hard ( Read more... )

I wasn't jealous before we met ( Read more... )

bitter bitter bitter bitter bitter bitter bitter bitter bitter.....

About what? Well, maybe somebody out there knows because I have not got a fucking clue. Just have this huge not of it in my stomach. Should probably make this entry private uh? Will do. Typing to my self now, oh the joys of insanity.

Buh bye.

In the spirit of Ally Mc Beal, Mark and I have a theme song for today. Here are the lyrics. As you can see, therapy is going well for us. 5am. 1 hour until Little Bill :) Chocolatey TV Ahoy ( Read more... )