i have this EmPtY feeling in the BotToM of my StOmAcHe. WhY??? WhY do I fEeL the way I do? I ShOuLdNt FeEl anything. GaH!!! Just gotta HoPe for the BeSt

LIFE FUCKING SUCKS. IM PUSHING THE ONLY PERSON I TRULY CARE ABOUT AND LOVE WITH MY LIFE AWAY FROM ME. GAHHHH. Okay, so you know who you are. When you make it sound like im an inconvinince to talk to, then fuck it, i dont want to take your time away from your friends. And did you ever think about this....ITS EASIER TO PUSH YOU AWAY THAN FACE THE ( Read more... )

Don’t ask me why I do it ( Read more... )

Yep, all im going to say is Whatever. im tired

okay, first of all, let me say some stuff WITHOUT people getting mad ( Read more... )

I do have to say that today has been one of the BEST days in a LOOONNNGGGG time. Nobody got mad at me...AT ALL!!!! AND i didnt get mad at anybody either!!! OMG, im like smiling from ear to ear and im tooo excited to even get some sleep. Isn't that insane??? Just because of one night, my heart is thumpping like crazy, and i cant sit still long ( Read more... )

Today has been pretty fantastic so far. I got to hang out with my best friend for a while this morning, then went to family night and got to spend more time, which was awesome. Then i got a call from a friend ANB and that was awesome cause usually i dont get a call from her unless we have to talk about where to meet cause we have to fix problems or ( Read more... )

So yesterday was pretty interesting and eventful, for a Sunday that is. I went to work for a few hours then came home and changed. Kinda snapped at my mom, then left to get my car washed. Then Adrian and I met up to talk. It was a well needed talk, and we found stuff out and things are cool now. WAIT, no, its not that they never were cool, just the ( Read more... )

Last night was AMAZING, it was BREATHTAKING, and most of all, it will be in my MEMORY forever. Actually, all of yesterday was like that. I havent felt this close to him since we broke up a long time back. We talked, or i did. I said everything i needed to say, and even though it hurts, i feel like there is closure. Before i was happy he was leaving ( Read more... )