I'm very sorry if I've worried anyone. I'd like you all to know that I'm much better. My wounds were not very serious.
However, I am not feeling very well, for various reasons. There is Death all around me and it Hurts in certain places.
I do not think I have anything more to say.

Trust is vital.
Teamwork is vital.
WE are vital.
All of us. Together.
Trowa?

I... am tired.
This recent project has taught me something, however. One, that I can and do fail. Two, that I may have underestimated several of my closest friends, one in particular, and three, that giving up is never an option.
Mastery is at our fingertips. We only need a few more days. Mastery. It feels good to say the word at last. Mastery. ( Read more... )

It isn't my place to grieve, I didn't know him. Trowa knew him, and I haven't seen a reaction from him yet.
It still hurts. It hurts every time and I hate always being in pain.
Please disregard my previous entry. I sincerely do not recall even making it.

I have seen what it shows me, and it shows me blood. My power cannot Touch it; it is outside of us, outside of space and time and somehow I know it is right.
It showed me blood, the first time, and I didn't believe it until I really saw red. By then it was too late.
So many are going to hurt this time, and I don't have the weapon to strike back ( Read more... )

Happy birthday, hird! I hope the two of you will be joining us tonight? We've missed you both!

Well, I'm not entirely certain how much use I'm going to be on L3, but I'm going anyway. (It's going to be nice to see tnanashi face to face again, hee.) maxwellsparadox has more or less explained the situation, I think, but what he didn't mention was the implied relationship between Kannon and Sorenson. It was fairly obvious to me... then again, I suppose I could say I' ( Read more... )

Perhaps I'm just growing paranoid, but I still cannot shake this feeling of uncertainty.
The cadets did very well today! Red Team flew wonderfully, and I let them win. There's a bit more work to do before we can sleep tonight, but that's all right, it's just that video.
.......Even phrasing it casually, I cannot help but feel nervous.

I am really not a very good Muslim, am I.
There is of course the one... issue, but I've come to decide that that particular one cannot be helped. It's part of who I am, and for the most part it makes me happy.
But the fact that I'm here and working when I should be spending time with my family... it makes me a little sad. My sisters are ( Read more... )

Yes, stress is high.

I cannot help but feel that things are beginning to... break down. I don't know if it's another premonition or not, but something about... well, everything... seems off.

.....Somewhere, something is wrong.