ok, so ive made choices, and im sure the lot of you dont agree and maybe the lot of you do, but it was my choice, and i dont expect anyone to understand, nor do i expect any of you to. it was my decision, it was a hard decision and i have my reasons for my choices. rather those reason be logical is in the eye of the beholder, i cant speak for all ( Read more... )

so, i move in just a few days, everything is set...pretty much. last plans are to take crystal's bed and ect. to her this saturday. sunday help white guy's family move in, so we can get all of his things out from storage, then drive on tuesday to AZ and start skool the next day. bigest problem is i have no sort of truck to take crystal her things, ( Read more... )

i'm in. school saturday, but i can start a bit late. as long as i can get things situated with finacial shit. but shit. i will be in arazona. if you guys wanna see me before i leave, lemme know. i will be gone for a year. but yeah. i am in a film school, maybe this is what ive been waiting for, what i need. who the fuck knows. god, in shaking now, ( Read more... )

i have a few hours to decide to change my life completly starting this saturday. shite. this is realy hard.

come over tonite, some drinks, people hangin and such.

i have a wierd ball type thing near my testicle. i dont know what it is. its small, and spere like and kidna odd. it has me a bit worried. :\

today was a very sad day in the land of qlint. it was realy rough. it can only go up from here, right?

dislexik  new LJ you can add if you want. if not, i wont get offended

do i let friends down? have i let you guy's down? i realize that i can be extreamly flakey, have been for quite some time, but has that made me let you guy's down?

im 20 years old now. yeah.