FUCK!

ive got this taste of dead gun lead
and i just cant get it outta my head
I'm disgusted,
and I'm dying on my own again

ive given all that i have to give
and its not enough, i don wanna live
im empty
and im dying on my own again

i wish i could give you all you need
but your hungers jus to great to feed
Im hopeless
and im dying on my own again

ive cried my ( Read more... )

sex o­n television is o­nly dangerous if you fall off!

Smiling is the second best thing you do with your lips.

why spread it around when you can lay it o­n thick?

dancing is a verticle expression of a horizontal desire.

As one reads deeper into the “Dune” saga by Frank Herbert one begins to see subtle (and not so subtle) changes in the balance of power, Paul begins to realize his destiny controls him, and not he controls his destiny. Paul begins to feel helpless, trapped into the coming “typhoon struggle” and unwilling to sacrifice his beloved Chani to become the ( Read more... )

As one reads deeper into the “Dune” saga by Frank Herbert one begins to see subtle (and not so subtle) changes in the balance of power, Paul begins to realize his destiny controls him, and not he controls his destiny. Paul begins to feel helpless, trapped into the coming “typhoon struggle” and unwilling to sacrifice his beloved Chani to become the ( Read more... )

i dunno if many of yall have noticed, but to me it seems like the last 4-5 months my entire personality has changed, its kinda wierd, and i really dont like it, its like ive become less and less like me and more and more like everyone else everyday, i cant even remember what i used to be like, but it was a helluva lot more fun than im having right ( Read more... )

everyone knows i hate drama, and this isnt drama, im jus wondering, what can i do? for the past three months ive loved quite possibly the most beautiful, amazing, funny, sweet, caring, wonderful girl... but it seems that no matter what i do or try, im not good enough, all i want is for her to be happy... but it seems that i cant... cant make her ( Read more... )

i give up, fuck love, it dont exist... and if it does, it aint that wonderful happiness thats always in fairy tales, what has it been? like every relationship ive been cheated on or it was a rebound... ? "im not like that" she says. "i really like you, i could never hurt you" she says, bullshit your like the others, if there is a girl who is ( Read more... )

ok, too all my friends,is there a sign on my back somewhere that says, "break my heart. its hilarious"??? cause if there is i'd sure like to know, yeah, i got the you-deserve-much-better-than-me talk, which, as you all know, basically means screw you i dont care about you anymore, or in this case, screw you i went to school and found my ex. and he' ( Read more... )

yeah so ok, anywho since you peeps hardly ever read my lj anyways i dont care if you see this or not, so most of you know the story, met a girl named megan, after spending all of like 2 days i was blown away, she is beautiful, funny, smart, fun loving, and whats more we click, and i dont mean we kinda get along ok... no i mean we click, like ( Read more... )