Should I pray for her to find what I never could? Or could it be that I have grown too far away from my Spira that my resolve has withered. I found myself pondering the other day of things that should not have been thought of ( Read more... )

… Lord Wolfram, I fear that the twins have stolen something from Lord Gwendel to give to me for “Mawothers Dai”. Would you mind watching them while I returned it to him?

1025.

A ball? How long has it been since I have attended one? 1000 years? 1020? Not since that time when I ended throwing water in the face of the leader of Bevelle's son for inappropriately touching me - though, the fight with Zaon was much to watch.

... I am becoming nostalgic again, am I not?Shiva and Ixion are still fighting, I do not know what ( Read more... )

[sitting in a random field outside, enjoying the sunshine. Flowers are strewn about, some are woven into a little girl’s hair and some in Yunalesca’s. On either side of her, are two babies, sprawled out on a mat she knit and fast asleep. Just watching two people walk hand-in-hand together and ( Read more... )

… my two little ones are resembling him more and more everday. Ixion like the former-the way he doesn’t say anything when Shiva pulls his hair; Shiva-the latter, the way she clings to me. No matter how many times we are in the fields, playing games--they will smile, but … I know ( Read more... )

Thank you, Sir Yuuri for the new residence. It's ... very beautiful. Shiva and Ixion have a tendency to crawl into things, however. Do you happen to have a library where I can store some very, very old scrolls. I fear that they have seen the conditions of children - and they are falling apart ( Read more... )

I never, ever want to see you again. I have had enough. Do not talk to me, do not wish to talk to me - ever. You succumbed to your own desires without thinking of Shiva and Ixion - too much.

[ooc; The Bevelle place is cleared out of all her stuff! She's hiding in Zanarkand until she gets a new place. :D]

Shiva cast her first spell today; there are no words to describe how proud of her I am… Amusingly so, Ixion managed to dispel it as well. My darlings, how wonderful the both of you are.

ooc;

Yunalesca is on IC hiatus until I can watch that one cutscene of her and get her back into character!