Well, things are going better. I mean, what can you expect when you lose your best friend? Things were really rough for a while. I had bad thought about doin stuff to myself and so forth and it kinda scared me. I remember what I went through last February but this was nine-hundred gazillion times worse; I mean I knew him so much more and his family ( Read more... )

Well. This day started off pretty crappy beings it was my 17th b-day and this was the first year that Matt has never been at my party. But i was just shocked when i came home and there were like 30 of my friends there. I was overwhelmed. Thank you to anyone who came...you probably saved my life.

Wow this year just keeps getting better and better doesn't it. Some things just piss you off so much. I mean I know it isn't his fault by any means but sometimes it's just like why does everything have to happen to me. I just feel so worn out. I can't deal with it all anymore. I don't know what to do. Matt was and always will be my best friend. He ( Read more... )

well...this summer has been interesting...After spending my usual 4 weeks at the farm...moo...I have done absolutly nothing this entire summer besides goof around on the internet and sleep. Things are looking better thou...I haven't killed myself yet but ya never know cause I still got bout 3 wks b4 school starts. ne way ( Read more... )

Definitly not the best week-end in the world. Some people, whom will remained unidentified, found out that i was planning on killing myself on friday night, so so lady named Julie called the cops and I had to get talked to by 500 people about life and by the time I was done I was just making up shit so they would leave. I mean, seriously they were ( Read more... )

ya know what. some things in life just piss you off like nothing else. like Angie; y'd u have to go and do that! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHh! I just feel like yelling sometimes. ugh. there are so many things i want to go talk to her about right now. sometimes i feel like ending it all and giving her a piece of my mind...along with a big hug and seeing her huge ( Read more... )

i love this poem so much. every time i am down i read it and it makes me want to stick around for another day. thanks so much mollie ( Read more... )

This is awesome. My group got third place in the "Des Moines" area 25th Annual French Quiz Bowl at Drake University in Des Moines today. Go Us!