so I look at my body, not bad, not bad at all, well at least thats what every one keeps telling me, but me, I hate it, I wish I could rip is apart, every time I eat something I hate myself more and more, and who told me that it was ok to eat? I wish I could just start over and be beautiful once again

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So yesterday I was around this Starbucks and I saw this chick with these skinny ass legs, I fell in love with her. They were so small, she was so small in general. Jen said that Tuesday, Wensday and Thursday her and I were gonna go eat all thsi food and then go throw up, because thats what we do!

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Sometimes you are so beautiful to me, sometimes you are all I want. And then other times I hate you with a passion, and I never want to talk to you again. I wish you knew what you did to me, what you do to me, how you make me feel, but you don't. I hate you every second I can't hear your voice, touch your skin, taste your tounge, body, you in ( Read more... )

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Damn its hard to tell people that you don't like them, they become bitches about it.

So Ashli got kicked out of her house. FUCK! I emailed Eledria and hopefully that patched up our little problem that we were having because I always have to be the one to swallow my pride and give up. But its for the better hopefully everything works out.