It's been 73 weeks since my last journal entry and I can say that I'm doing pretty good. I've grown up a lot in the past two years and I think I'm ready for marriage with Carlos. Seems fast but not for me ( Read more... )

Well I never really thought Rachel would act like this toward me but she is and I refuse to be her friend. After all, she never really cared about me. She's the type of person that would just tell me to "Fuck off" and forget that she was ever my friend. All my other real friends told me they would try to change and that they actually care that we ( Read more... )

Important events in my life
1. "It's not cocodrile, it's crocodile."
2. I'm doing so well in school that I thought I should update!
3. I have all A's and one B+. College is really working out for me!
4. I absolutely love my baby Carlos because he is so special for me.5. I am totally loving the fact that I don't have to practice yet I get by at my ( Read more... )

Advice in life -

DONT PLAY UNDER STEVEN GUADAGNO!!!

He's gone and I don't know what to say except that I miss him dearly. I love it when he talks to me in Spanish. He sounds soo ROMANTIC.

Anyways we're all going to Halloween Horror Nights:

Emily
Lucas
James
Diana
Carlos
Elizabeth
It's going to be one helluva trip! I cant wait. I have been looking at the website for days, happily becoming immersed ( Read more... )

Just thinking of my baby and how perfect he is! Just look at the message he sent me!!

Subject: hi my baby

Body: its a little late now, but i cant sleep, i'm just thinking about and i was looking your pic and how pretty u are, i was looking your pic like for 2 hours and i just feel gain to kiss u ( Read more... )

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I am eighteen years old as of five days ago. I got a million myspace messages saying Happy Birthday because I wasnt on AIM to get them, and I had 12 new voice messages on my cellphone because I left my cell at home. It was my birthday and I didn't really care. I just wanted to spend all my time with Carlos.


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For the past couple days I have been hanging out with Carlos. I think I'm in love and it's only been such a short while. Weird. He makes me feel as if I'm the only one he sees. He's amazing. I don't ever get bored of kissing him, his smell, the way he touches me. And he looks at me as if he really loves me ( Read more... )

It's dark now, and we're alone. We're sitting side by side on my bed trying to concentrate on the TV set, but all I can think about is you... You breathing next to me, and the fact that you might be thinking about me too ( Read more... )