Ngl, still side-eyeing my submission going maybe add this and remove that. I had to shut down my computer to stop myself from trying to edit it even more.
Is the Hermione hair supposed to represent how frazzled this project made you :)
Hehe. I can't believe I missed this whole thing. No one reminded me. I'm buried in everyday life stuff that I barely can keep up will all the social media platforms. But I do get notifications, so people need to message or tag me. Looking forward to see all the submissions. Aww how I miss Chlark and Smallville.
Yessssssss!!! There were so many times that I was screaming, well in my head, "I hate this", "this is trash", "you suck" and of course there were a lot of sighs and "grrrr why cant you be like how I picture you in my head!!!" Super frazzled so happy it's over and now just waiting for the chlark pretties to be posted.
Well next time I will make sure to send you a message on LJ, twitter, tumblr, and your email so you can come and play!!!
I needed that extension so bad this year because my summer has been insane, but I know the feeling! Sometimes having more time is the worst, making you overthink every damned thing you had just finally put in ink.
Well that first extension was a godsend because I was done but I wasn't very happy with it so I was very happy I could edit some more til I was more pleased with it. But that second extension just crushed that bit of confidence I had. My brain went from ohh this good lets turn it in can't wait for so and so to see it they are going to get a kick out of it to fuck I hate it, this sucks I can't believe you where going to turn that in. I was freaking out so bad that I had to have someone else look at it make some editing suggestions and walk me off the freaking ledge!!! Mostly I think it's because this is the first project I have worked on since my dad passed that it's weird trying to get my head to focus and not feel guilty for doing something fun.
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Part of me wants it posted to see all pretty things but the other just to know that I'm truly done.
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Ngl, still side-eyeing my submission going maybe add this and remove that.
I had to shut down my computer to stop myself from trying to edit it even more.
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Hehe. I can't believe I missed this whole thing. No one reminded me. I'm buried in everyday life stuff that I barely can keep up will all the social media platforms. But I do get notifications, so people need to message or tag me. Looking forward to see all the submissions. Aww how I miss Chlark and Smallville.
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Yessssssss!!! There were so many times that I was screaming, well in my head, "I hate this", "this is trash", "you suck" and of course there were a lot of sighs and "grrrr why cant you be like how I picture you in my head!!!"
Super frazzled so happy it's over and now just waiting for the chlark pretties to be posted.
Well next time I will make sure to send you a message on LJ, twitter, tumblr, and your email so you can come and play!!!
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*hugs*
Have a great weekend!!
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Well that first extension was a godsend because I was done but I wasn't very happy with it so I was very happy I could edit some more til I was more pleased with it. But that second extension just crushed that bit of confidence I had. My brain went from ohh this good lets turn it in can't wait for so and so to see it they are going to get a kick out of it to fuck I hate it, this sucks I can't believe you where going to turn that in. I was freaking out so bad that I had to have someone else look at it make some editing suggestions and walk me off the freaking ledge!!! Mostly I think it's because this is the first project I have worked on since my dad passed that it's weird trying to get my head to focus and not feel guilty for doing something fun.
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