I needed that extension so bad this year because my summer has been insane, but I know the feeling! Sometimes having more time is the worst, making you overthink every damned thing you had just finally put in ink.
Well that first extension was a godsend because I was done but I wasn't very happy with it so I was very happy I could edit some more til I was more pleased with it. But that second extension just crushed that bit of confidence I had. My brain went from ohh this good lets turn it in can't wait for so and so to see it they are going to get a kick out of it to fuck I hate it, this sucks I can't believe you where going to turn that in. I was freaking out so bad that I had to have someone else look at it make some editing suggestions and walk me off the freaking ledge!!! Mostly I think it's because this is the first project I have worked on since my dad passed that it's weird trying to get my head to focus and not feel guilty for doing something fun.
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Well that first extension was a godsend because I was done but I wasn't very happy with it so I was very happy I could edit some more til I was more pleased with it. But that second extension just crushed that bit of confidence I had. My brain went from ohh this good lets turn it in can't wait for so and so to see it they are going to get a kick out of it to fuck I hate it, this sucks I can't believe you where going to turn that in. I was freaking out so bad that I had to have someone else look at it make some editing suggestions and walk me off the freaking ledge!!! Mostly I think it's because this is the first project I have worked on since my dad passed that it's weird trying to get my head to focus and not feel guilty for doing something fun.
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