She lay on her bed thinking of ways to kill the bitch that stole the love of her life…So many grimacing ways to tear the flesh off of her face. So many ways to make her beg for mercy as she slowly and painfully dies. But the most envious act of her misdemeanor would be seeing Damien’s heart shatter into a million of pieces onto the cold stone ( Read more... )

New years....eve.....sux but these are my goals for 2005

1. Become a better person
2. Gain Cofindence
3. Gain Courage...maybe i'll start to talk to him...
4. Change my attitude towards others...same thing as number 1
5. Fix all the mistakes in my life...actually only the ones that i can change...

i think thats all... i dunno i might add more

i know how you feel cheyenne... not to be loved or ever noticed by your crush..or if they notice you they just dont want anything to do with you...yeah i have that same feeling with you know who....and i guess you have a point...done of waiting ... maybe you should make the first move.. cause i know i have waited half a year now..and its going to ( Read more... )

havent updated in a long time now...nothing really going on...Tuesday sucked..it was a bad day for the whole family..i kept fighting with my parents they were pissing me off.....Wednesday.....nothing really...only being a bitch to cheyenne which i regret..but i know its not your house but you COULD help around alittle..i mean you make part of the ( Read more... )

my christmas was fun...actually its only christmas eve.. but we already opened our gifts...got another nightmare before chistmas shirt..yah ( Read more... )

OMG!!!!! its snowing....!!!! yay...my wish came true... i wished for it to snow for christmas and it did...yay...even if it is just a little bit im still happy...it brings back memories for me...of when i was in montana and stuff...i love it.. and i miss those fun times...my mom will be home soon so our christmas will soon begin...i made peanut ( Read more... )

hey...blah im bored...yay my computer is fixed!!! no more pop ups!!!! hehehehehehehe...yeah im bored...its Christmas eve.... yay... i want to go and work with my mom....money...hehehehe im gonna make peanut brittle and english toffee later....thanks cheyenne for the shirt...i love it!!!! i wore it yesterday...heheheheheheheheehehe...........yeah ( Read more... )

havent been on much...internet wasnt working and stuff.. and plus i was at a friends house for 3 days..yay.. oh whats this new community thing about cheyenne? something about judging them.... what with their beauty or what??? cause in your info it says you dont judge people...and yeah so i was wondering how your community works...but im not going ( Read more... )

im bored...cheyenne is still at the house and she actually got off the computer...yay..lol only cause she was hyper and wanted to give me a raspberry on my belly...lol dont ask.. but yeah..blah...and i just woke up cause of her..but oh well.. went to walmart today to get my mom a gift for Christmas and yeah...bored...SHINY!!!! WRAPPING PAPER ( Read more... )

blah.. im bored as hell. Maritza and Cheyenne are over right now.. yeah chey is in the living room watching HERO with my dad..yeah i just dont wanna watch it.. lol cheyenne seems to be getting pissed at certain people..the ones who are copying her journal style..but yeah shes right though everyone should be original and creative...like mine has 5 ( Read more... )