at the rate im going i could fill a book with bad poetry

lately i have been writing poetry because it helps with the emotions.

i feel like an invalid, with overflowing emotion being my affliction. you know when people say, i have taken to doing such and such because it helps with such and such affliction? i write because writing helps with emotions.

I feel like im rediscovering myself. everytime i listen to ani after a couple months of going cold turkey, i always come back. i think her music brings out so much in me that i don't know how to express. (((i think i will burn a bunch of cds to listen to in the car ( Read more... )

here is what i have realized about myself ( Read more... )

how can you expect me to act like an adult when you treat me like a child?

i am so hungry :(

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i wish it werent so hard to tell certain people how much i really truly deeply care about them.

i mean some people its easy, and kind of a given: "i love you!" "i love you too!" exchange, daily.

but some people that you know are just harder to communicate with. i sometimes have difficulty analyzing people who dont wear their emotion on their

i feel so indescribable ( Read more... )

tomorrow im goign to sf to visit EPGY peoples im so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

loveee you all

RANT ( Read more... )