Nowhere to Be Found

[purple_carpets]

Title: Nowhere to Be Found
Rating: PG
Wordcount: 1300
Disclaimer: Not my boys. Kripke broke them long before I ever got to them.
Summary: Post 3x10 - Dream a Little Dream Of Me. Dean takes Demon!Dean's words to heart and tries to be his own person beyond Daddy's blunt little instrument. It's somehow also about clothes and the boys going shopping,

Comments

[biketest]

Wow. Yes. I love this so much. I've always thought that Dean knows he's attractive because girls like him but he doesn't really actually see it when he looks at himself. This fic is pretty heartbreaking and I am pretty sure our head-Deans are exactly the same!

Also I love the title!

[purple_carpets]

Oh, they're totally the same and that is why I love you :)

[almost_eatable]

:(((((((((((((((((((((

but

so good :)))

[purple_carpets]

:))

Thank youuuu!

[boysinperil]

How can simple clothes shopping be so saaaaaaaaaaaaaad??

[purple_carpets]

I don't knowwww! I scare myself sometimes with all the ways I can make them hurt.

[strgazr04]

Oh Dean *hugs him* This was great. Dean shopping and totally not OOC. That's quite a feat! Thanks for posting this!!

[purple_carpets]

Oh, thank you so much. I have totally developed a thing for the boys doing mundane stuff like going shopping or doing laundry. They have to do that kind of thing sometimes, right?

[cassiopeia7]

He doesn’t need new jeans anyway. He’ll patch up his old ones and they’ll be good for another five months at least.

*cries* Taken out of context, it's just a sentence. Within context, it brings friggin' tears to my eyes. Gawd, poor Dean . . .

[purple_carpets]

God, I knowwww! That's why I love S3 fic so much. Everything is linked to that time bomb that Dean strapped to his own heart. *cries*