I want to write so I will feel better. But I don't know what to write.

I started a diet. The past week has been hell. I also quit smoking about a month ago. That has also been hell. I can't explain it. But I feel so drained. I feel like I am going crazy. Everything and everyone is driving me nuts. :(

Charlie is being fixed today!! Thank god. That dog humps everything!! Poor Charlie though...he had no idea what he was getting into. I was trying to say goodbye and he was too excited (the smell of all the other animals) so he didn't come say goodbye to me. :( But I am sure he'll be excited to see me and Dave tonight ( Read more... )

Tried on wedding dresses today!! :-D It was awesome. Thats about it.

I would have to say that I had a very good Christmas. Even though I have been in a "bad mood" for a while, Christmas was wonderful. Dave was wonderful. I had my moments that drove Dave crazy, but we worked through them. I hope Dave had a good Christmas too. He says he did though ( Read more... )

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All this time...talking to my lawyer...having meetings with Christine and her lawyer. We finally came to an agreement. I was waiting for her lawyers to finish the paperwork and then have a meeting and sign everything...then I would have nothing to do with her anymore ( Read more... )

Yesterday (Saturday) I woke up and went to my Great Aunt's to clean her apartment for her. Dave said he was going to go out to get me a christmas gift while I was gone. I got home and Dave wasn't home yet. So I started cleaning. Dave came home shortly after. He walked in and immediately said "We have to talk". It scared the shit out of me. ( Read more... )

I had a meeting with Christine and her lawyer today (with my lawyer too, of course). I guess it went ok. We didn't decide on anything definitely yet, but there were ideas thrown out and now I know what Christine wants ( Read more... )

So I am all moved in with Dave now. The closing was last wednesday and we got all of our stuff moved over the weekend. IT was a busy weekend, thats for sure. I am excited. The past 2 nights have been hard to sleep. But I am sure I will get used to the new place. I love Dave. He's a great guy and I am really lucky. Let's just hope I don't ( Read more... )

I had an interview today at Panera Bread for a manager. Unfortunately, I don't think I'll get the job. They were looking for someone with more experience managing a large number of employees, rather than someone with the know how to manage a restaurant. It's ok though. I suppose I should try to find a smaller cafe' or bakery to manage. That ( Read more... )