Fuck you and you and you...

[punkrebel716]

So, I got a new outlook on life. It's working out pretty swell.

Fuck EVERYTHING. People telling me that these are the easiest years of life are just making me more and more pessemistic on the whole concept of existing for however many more years, so forget them. Fuck my dad, he is never going to touch me. Fuck boys, fuck people at school, fuck it

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[themindraper]

good for you. i think...
next time i see you on, we need to have a little chat :)

[punkrebel716]

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Whenever you want babe.

[themindraper]

i might just take you up on that ;)

[punkrebel716]

Do it.

[blink182psycho]

I thought you liked it better with your other friends, like Kelsey, so I just left you alone hoping that you would maybe IM me or call me again some day. I really miss you but I don't want to interfere. You know I'll always love you and it's not just pitty or sympathy.

[punkrebel716]

Meghan, I love you and you know it too. But I'm going to be blunt--everytime you get a boyfriend, you completely ditch me for them. Once you guys break up, I'm important again and we'll hang out until you get another boyfriend and spend all your time with them. Bethany basically told me to fuck myself and Kelsey and I can't hang out often except on weekends--and we didn't start hanging out until about a month ago. I need you right now, I called twice this week and last but I didn't get a call back. Oh well. I'm not going to argue or try to blame you. It's nobody's fault.

[blink182psycho]

Yeah I know that does happen a lot and I'm sorry. It's especially hard right now because I've got dance and work up the ass. I only get to see Brian on the weekends so I dedicate that time to him. I just can't wait until summer when I'll have days where I'm not going to be doing anything. I don't know why no one told me you called. And if you called and no one answers make sure you leave a message because on the caller ID when it comes up as you guys my mum always thinks it was Aunt Theresa calling for her. Call my cell phone: 275-2501. I know you're leaving for New York so we won't get to hang out over spring break but be sure to call me when you get back. I love you Taramee.

[punkrebel716]

It's alright, I understand completely. I don't suppose your mom mentioned to you what happened this weekend. Well, everythings really fucked up right now, and I need my friends more than ever, and it always seems like they're too busy for me, you know?

Anyways, I get home from NY on Thursday, so we can still hang out that weekend. Deticate some time to me, I'm sure Brian won't mind.

[benpercent]

Oh my we shall chat when I see you on IM tonight. I've learned a long time ago that people suck in general just by being a hearie-impaired

[punkrebel716]

Thanks Ben. I'll see if I can get some time to talk tonight.

[themindraper]

for a good time:
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[punkrebel716]

Finally. ; )