So, I got a new outlook on life. It's working out pretty swell.
Fuck EVERYTHING. People telling me that these are the easiest years of life are just making me more and more pessemistic on the whole concept of existing for however many more years, so forget them. Fuck my dad, he is never going to touch me. Fuck boys, fuck people at school, fuck it
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I know your dad's a bastard. So yes, I say screw him as well. And I still could not believe what your mom said about your desire to go to medical school.
But look at what this has caused in effect. You now have a drive to succeed and get good grades. The system isn't fair.
From what I deduece so far, the people that have always had it good never seem to succeed to their fullest extent in life, but the people in life that have had it hardest or went through some difficult time have the natural drive to "show them".
I am kind of the same way too. Sometimes I just stay off of IM just to see if anyone would IM me when get back on. I start almost all the conversations I participate in. I can see where you are going with this.
I know you said you didn't want this sort of comment, but it has been said.
I want to remember that I care about all my friends. And looky here, you are a friend. I am approachable by any means.
If you needed something, you can always send me a message of some sorts or ask me to get on IM.
You got the natural drives and the hope, but I hope you get the mood.
Love always,
Ben
P.S. I hope you are on tonight.
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