Sebastian came to me on the dream of my coyote shaman husband.  Wade had adopted a cat we named Ibis, for Thoth's sacred bird, and Thoth took Ibis back young.  Wade was broken hearted , and swore not to get another cat and be open to that heartbreak again.  But then he dreamed of this orange cat.  A specific orange cat, which we spent months ( Read more... )

When you start to walk away from the end of things you'll always be headed back. Had this dream about a pilgrimage to the north pole for solstice, and that is what we told each other as the three different groups of travelers made a trefoil around the pole and started out again our separate ways. I was different people in each group, and we were ( Read more... )

"yours all the time, all yours sometimes.". That man is a silver tongued devil. *swoon*

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Is all of today's thinking. This can't have happened, this can't be happening. It's a truly wretched joke.
It did, it is and it's not.

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I am very low in spirits and kind of hating on polyamory today. Break ups are poopy.

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One of those days where I want to run a wrecking ball through my life and start from scratch. I got low level circus- ish skills, could I run away and join one?

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In September I went camping at Lothlorien for the Wild Magic festival. It was a very introspective time for me as I was dealing with some personal spiritual issues. Where we usually camp was occupied, so we camped elsewhere. This was fine. As much as I prefer to be by the trickster shrine and Shaman circle, I think it was good to try a different ( Read more... )

Yesterday I rode a metric century. 62 miles. I pedaled that bike for five and a half hours, with two breaks.
I set up a pointless ordeal for myself, that served no purpose but to test if I could overcome it. Additionally, the organizers lie, it was actually 63 miles. I wasn't really sure I'd make it, the last 20 miles were just brutality. My ( Read more... )

Just had a dream I was at the UH's apartment waiting. It was just as irritating in dreams as real life. Then I woke up irritable but I'm pretty over it cuz Inkers is playing mousie fetch with me.
ETA: oh! That's why I was dreaming that! Chowder and I had a growling last night over plans to travel back from Wilde. I'd seen that it was ( Read more... )

Sometimes I have to remind myself that " you're fucking kidding me" is NOT professional communication, no matter how warranted. I have a pile of drawings due up to my eyebrows ( yikes, the paper cuts!!) and you want me to chase your little red dot yet again?!?! I drew what you wanted, and you changed your mind. Twice! I have a bunch of other ( Read more... )