so, i like him. alot. i know i do. dont want to admit it. but i do. argh! life isnt fair. and now? what now? i dont even know. i cant tell him. normally, i would. but this time its complicated. too many risks involved. that aaand i know some of my friends would never let me live it down. its retarded. so he likes me. i know he does. he told me. it ( Read more... )

mkay, so. Today was pretty bad. I woke up feeling horrble. i swear. i had a really bad miragne and i my nose was stopped up and i felt achey and such. so i took medicine and all this crap. and i stayed in my room in my p-jays all day long. until i found out Ryan was bringing home friends...joy. so i had to get dresses and everything. argh!  so then ( Read more... )

well, yes. this is my 3rd journal. and my second time using livejournal. wow. im good. :-) okay, um, later homies.