alrighty...well now ill tell you all about whats happend since i updated last.....not much but my christmas and christmas eve was amazing....well christmas eve... the beautiful olivia came over to my grandmas house with me and all my family...it was nice...i had a great time... i hope she did too...well after that we went to her house and i stayed ( Read more... )

well i just got out of the shower and was sitting here at my computor and i looked over at my couch and notcied this beautiful girl sleeping on it...her names olivia.....and shes drooling...but its ok shes still beautifull...but back to the story...i looked over and saw her sleeping....and it made me relize that she is so amazing and im soooo lucky ( Read more... )

see...heres the thing....theres this girl...her name is olivia....im ber youve all herd of her....shes amazing....and i have this little problem with her.......see its kind of serios.....my love grows for her every day...more and more...and every second im not with her...i want to be with her....i cant get over it....i want to be with this girl all ( Read more... )

ohhhh yeah....up dateing the live journal that no one realy reads.....shows you how board i am....welllllll...... lets see....what is new....nope nuthing realy....got my x mas shoping done.....fun stuff....olivia is still her amzing and beautifull self.....god i love her...she colored my tattoo in for me today...it looks rather dr. seuse-ish...well ( Read more... )

wow.....i never new how much id miss living with my olive....we were fucking spoiled...i miss falling asleep with her waking up with her....everything...i got to spend pretty much all day with her.....god damn....i miss her....and everything.....im sad....but i get to see her tomorrow........and im acually talking to her online right now....well... ( Read more... )

ok well its been a little wile....hmmm well lots of things have happend....right now i would be so fucking stressed out to the point of me doing somthing realy stupid....but i got one thing....olive....she makes the world just stop.....everything thats wrong just goes away....i told her the other night...i said it wasnt fair...she asked why and i ( Read more... )

im feeling good....just droped olivia off at school not that long ago....got home.....now im eating granola mix...or what ever it is....and hot coco.....mmmmmm then im about to hit the shower....sleep untill olivia calls me then beg her mom to go upnouth this weekend...i hope she lets her go.....im in too good of a mood for it to be shot down now ( Read more... )

olright there people.....just got off work not too long ago....hows everyone doing...please dont answer that...well never mind go ahead...cuz i just looked over my other entrys i think in the last 20 entrys i got about3 coments....WAHOOO.....so...please feel free to put forth your right to speak freely.....about anything and everything you have to ( Read more... )

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my heads fucking twisting inside itself and colapsing as im typing this out....what do you do when you ask your self a question...answer it...then it consitatly contradicts what its saying.....arguing with itself .....my mind is fucking at war with itself and im along for the ride....right now my mind is split in 3....side 1 just got over somthing ( Read more... )