So for the past month or so ive been saving up money to buy the love of my life a shiny new engagement ring ( Read more... )

it hurts when she wont talk to me, when she barely acknowledges im here. i seem to have a hapbit of saying things that i dont realize are going to hurt her. i wouldnt say them if i thought they would hurt but me being an idiot dont realize they may hurt. so now she wont talk to me wont even look my way. it hurts when i wake up int eh middle of ( Read more... )

so you know those moments that just make you inexplicabely proud and happy....well i picked up toby after i got off work today because kari ann went to the tool concert (wish i could gonna but had to work 8( ) anyway and the whole ride to the store and then home all he did was look over at me with this huge smile on his face and would randomly ( Read more... )

i wish i could make her as as happy as she makes me

didnt do much of anything today...played some video games then went to meet mandi....jesus christ...two girls get together and its all fuckin giggles...but it was fun...i enjoyed myself

i havent been this happy in years its amazing how one person you met out of the blue can make you soo happy.

its been a long time since ive posted. been really really busy. met a girl shes amazing im now living with her. she makes me sooo happy i havent felt this way in a long long long long time. other than that just relaxing have lots of free time...so i decided to start writing again. it guess it'll be fun. keep an eye out for updates

wow its been a long long time since ive updated this thing. whats changed? well ive been in Atlanta (well douglasville) for 6 months now. im loving it. have a good job have met some reallyu cool ppl...especially david the mullet wielding fum-man-chu rocking redneck. its like chris said the other day..."living on your own isnt qas hard as we ( Read more... )

well i leave tomorrow...leave camden...leave my childhood... i have mixed feelings...relief...regret.....hopelness....sadness...happiness. for those of you that are still here ill see you when i come home to visit...for those of you that have already left...you better get yer asses back to camden when i come home to visit. oh yeah i suppose i ( Read more... )

have you ever made on of those decisions in life where you know you made the best choice but it still tears you up inside? I miss her already. I hope she knows i love her and she will ALWAYS be in my heart. Even now i cant stop thinking about her and missing her eventhough she is only out having breakfast with friends and ill get to see her ( Read more... )