It seems as if everyone goes home to something. Something back at home to look forward to or to enjoy or to be around. I don't come home to anything. I come home to a town full of assholes who want nothing to do with me and i with them. I died to them all when i left this town. I come home to being alone with nothing but a dysfunctional family ( Read more... )

Some things are never going to change....

I have a feeling i will go down as the first person in the history of live journal to quote 16th century poetry in an update. I win for being the biggest loser and geek ( Read more... )

Why does it always feel like after i get back from seeing him it always feels like it was never real? I know i saw him, i know it was an amazing weekend (minus the food poisoning, feel better baby!) but it feels like it's been forever since i've seen him. IT almost feels like i'm back exactly at the point i was before i left to see him. It ( Read more... )

Here without you ( Read more... )

"And So It Goes" ~Billy Joel ( Read more... )

Desha calles it midnight brilliance. I think it was more along the lines of a 1am epiphany but i guess i'll take what i can get ( Read more... )

sometimes i swear i'm bi-fuckin-polar. not a good night. don't know why. ugh.

1) The singular most boring question: What are you doin tonight? Watching the Eagles game baby ( Read more... )

lonely, out of wack, to much time to think, cold (damn broken heater), lonely, alienated, depressed (what a fuckin cliche word), out of it, hungry, antsy, lonely, insignificant, cold, LONELY.

Blah.