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[psykofreak21]

id give it all up for something stable....if i could find just one person who can light up my world again, i would give all of it up immediately....everytime i take a hit, light up, or pour another, i wish i had a reason to stop. i wish i had someone there to tell me to stop. someone who cared for my health and happiness...someone who i cared about

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hmmn

[xloveletters]

Alex I know I may not the kind of person your waiting for to light up you're life, but I can, In different ways then you want though. Maybe if you look closer, I could be a reason, a reason to stop.

Sometimes when I'm online I'll be like, wtf? No Alex?! So I think I would defiantly know if you took off, and miss you, a lot.

Cheer up<3, more people care about you then you could ever think of.

[xpinkxpickelsx]

it was actually hard to here that u were doing drugs n stuff. i just had no courage to stop u. i'm scared for u. i wish u could stop so then when i'm older u could be there for me when something goes wrong and i need someone that i feel i can completely trust n love no matter wat. n hopefully u will. u know i care about u. i've trustd u w/ my life for a year. n i guess it seems no matter how many times i spend time w/ u i probably couldnt make anything better :/ i wish i could. but its up to u if i can. i guess i'll just tty tomorrow. much loves babe. plz stop.
squishy

[rhubarb_pie]

you fucking asshole. drugs get you nowhere. drinking gets you nowhere.
listen. i care a lot about you. i can talk to you about anything. u are one of my best friends and i miss you a lot. the only time i get to talk to you is when ur online. and when ur not online and i want to talk i get all bummed out.
please dont think that no one cares about you. i know for a fact that at least 3 people do. me and the 2 people who wrote before me. you will not die alone. you would be missed very much if u disappeared. and i would be sad and cry.

and what's more... you should come visit me.
love ya. be careful. be good.

[anonymous]

Did it ever occur to you that you've pushed people away from helping you? I'd like to be there, but I thought you wouldn't want me around.