this thing is really creepy as to how accurate it is with the description.....same with chris i think. it had interesting questions too, and as obvious as to where the answers went, it was better than most of these quizes tend to be. and the resulting personality choice is a lot more interesting than usual.


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ok, freakiest thing ever.....so i went to sleep last night.....was in my happy world of dreams, then outta nowhere i have this fucked up dream. i dont remember what was so fucked up, but all i know is that i was some car, in the pouring rain, crying like a little baby, and feeling like its the end of the world. those of you who know me a little ( Read more... )

i had a very profound realization tonight. i finally learned to understand non-understanding. i never thought about it until i was looking at a piece of artwork online, and i looked at it....and looked at it....and just kept thinking about how much it appealed to me visually. i am a person who tries to understand everything in my world thoroughly, ( Read more... )

oh.....and i have come up with a new little twist on an old poem....we'll see how you like it.

two roads diverge in a yellow wood
i walked out into the forest
never to be seen again

the end!

its actually really deep.....really really deep.....just think about it....keep thinking about it.....deeeeeeep

::shifty eyes::

this is just one big long story about how much my day sucked and is essentially me bitching....i completely understand if you don't read it....i wouldnt if i were you ( Read more... )

i dont know why....but i have this odd feeling that things might get better soon. i can't explain it. just in the past few weeks i havent been nearly as upset about life in general. although i did have a fight with the family the other night that really started some issues that need to be resolved, i still feel like things might just turn out ( Read more... )

first off though, three things you need to know for this quote to make sense: Mike grew up in an alien culture (one that lacked many emotional responses such as love, humor, sadness and fear) and "grok" is the word they use which with the best translation into english means to "fully understand" and third, Jill (the other person in the conversation ( Read more... )

i would give up everything to be able to laugh and smile like i used to. i would say goodbye to everyone i know, just to have someone that could actually make me feel good inside. i would die just for one instant of knowing simple happiness again. it has been too long since i have felt warmth inside that didnt carry the sting of sadness along with ( Read more... )

id give it all up for something stable....if i could find just one person who can light up my world again, i would give all of it up immediately....everytime i take a hit, light up, or pour another, i wish i had a reason to stop. i wish i had someone there to tell me to stop. someone who cared for my health and happiness...someone who i cared about ( Read more... )

i REALLY want to write right now....i have a lot of things to write about....so many ideas...so many words of inspiration and wisdom coming to my mind....and i have not the time to write it do to the ever-bothersome parents. hmm maybe my extreme inspiration will come back to me tommorow night...although i doubt tommorow night i will be in any ( Read more... )