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Happy Birthday to Me!

This week has been amazing! First of all, I'm done with Cravadi! I had forgoton what sleep felt like. Im done with pysics, i went out to dinner and a movie with a bunch of awesome people, i got a raise, im going to be 18 on saturday, im having my party on monday, AND...I GOT INTO MUHLENBERG!!I just dont know if this much good sutff is legal to ( Read more... )

It is increadible; I can't even beging to describe what it is like. To feel a bond with total strangers, to move in perfect unison without speaking, or even glancing at another member; it's amazing. I'm horrible with words when I really want to get something important accross to others, so I know that I will not be able to truly convey what I have ( Read more... )

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Sorry for that last entry everybody, but i feel a lot better now! Again, Im really sorry. Ill hopefully be starting phycotherapy soon...hopefully that will help me. And for all thoes who have been worried about me, I can not begin to thank you.

IM SORRY! IM FUCKING SORRY!!! IM SORRY FOR EVERYONE THAT I EVER FUCKING HURT! IMOSORRY FOR EVERYTING THAT I EVER DID THAT HURT SOMEONE!!IM NOT PROUD OF A LOT OF THINGS!!GOD DAMMIT IT SOUNDS LIKE EVERYONE WOULD BE A LOT BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME!!!!!! IF YOU DONT WANT TO BE AROUND ME, THEN JSUT FUCKING TELL ME AND MOVE ON!STOP PRETENDING!!!I WANT TO ( Read more... )

Before I begin this, I would like to say one thing: I know I say I'm sorry a lot, so it's meaning may not hold the same meaning to some people when I say it. But anything that I apoligize for in this journal, now and any time, I mean it. I really and truly mean it ( Read more... )

"Ours will be the kind of children that make out with lunch ladies." I am not saying any more on this subject...but I'm kind of scared of letting you people fill in the blanks!

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