There are no words...

[psycoblueberry]

It is increadible; I can't even beging to describe what it is like. To feel a bond with total strangers, to move in perfect unison without speaking, or even glancing at another member; it's amazing. I'm horrible with words when I really want to get something important accross to others, so I know that I will not be able to truly convey what I have felt. It is a rush: to hold two pieces of metal in your hands, and just by concentrating, move them. Last night, I felt a peace that I have not felt in A LONG time; I wanted to cry. To feel the same energy as others, to actually experiance this, is increadible. I have always wanted to be able to feel like I was able to be at peace, and achieve something that few others can understand. I know I sound like an idiot, but we all have our dreams, and last night, mine began to come true. It felt like magic; there was this aura in the room, I could feel it. It was eminating from everyone in the room. There was a connection, it was the most euphoric feeling that I have ever experienced. When I signed up for acting classes, this is not what I expected; I could not even have begun to imagine it. Even after, when I closed my eyes, I could still see the arms of the group, moving up and down-so could Eric. When I found out there were many other experiences that we both felt, I thought I must have been dreaming. I have never really truly been whole; I've always felt there was a part of me that was missing-now I know that it has just been hiding. I have felt it in my dreams all my life, but those were just dreams, never real. This is why I love to dream, to feel whole; this is why I love fantasy stories, they make me feel whole. Last night didn't seem real. Everyone is always too caught up in their life to ever make it seem possible that there are other who share the same dreams; and when all of thoes people come together, no one feels stupid or akward- they feel like they belong. I never wanted it to end. Even as we speak, all of the energy from last night is coming back to me. It is an awesome feeling, and I am finally, after many years, beginning to feel like everything will be alright.

I am off to move my wires now! And I agree with Eric, this acting class RULES!