i dont know why i write in this anymore i dont think anyone reads this anyway and i knows my own sad thoughts acutely enough i dont need to catalog them. well anyway set in the backround of my sister running away and lying about my parents and me worrying about what shes into its seems that i long ago latched on to a lie another family member in a ( Read more... )

been a long week heading up to vacation i dunno not much is happening directly to me but so much swirling around that it just gets frustrating i just wish that people could save the drama for sometime when we are not going on vacation so jessica will be a little less stressed. the only thing harsh that has happened to me isnt even really that bad ( Read more... )

"Free speech is an absolute: You either have it or you don't. Amid the war drums beating in the White House and our massing of men and armaments in the Persian Gulf, Dylan's "Masters of War," Metallica's "Harvester of Sorrow," Marvin Gaye's "What's Going On" and Rage Against the Machine's "Killing in the Name" are not blasphemy. They remind us of ( Read more... )

there are a coupla quotes that I have read regarding 9/11 I think deserve a larger audience. The first is part of a letter from the Editor of RollingStone in RS 880 ( Read more... )

hmmm havent updated in a while it seems andi really dont have a whole lot of steam behind me to write today. it seems to me of late that no-one is readig this thingy but me and jessica, and we have dicussions about most of the shit i write about anyway so i ask myself "Why am I doing this anyway". . . .i guess its cause i like it so what the fuck ( Read more... )

This is why shit shouldmt be run by big companies headedby out of touch fogies, they have no idea that their needless censorship is not helping anyone, this is the kind of thing that we have to fight. the thing is, even if any of these songs was openly in offense of the situation (& they are not), you have rights as an AMERICAN under the US ( Read more... )

1. Who, at this very moment would you like to have next to you? My Wife, She makes me happy ( Read more... )

I Spent most of this shitty rainy morning searching for software for my computer on WinMX so that I Can finally try my hand at creating some electronic music like I always wanted to do since stumbling ove an Aphex Twin article in a music mag @ Newbury Comix like 5 or 6 years ago now. Unlike a lot of people who like music with a rock slant for the ( Read more... )

I believe this is a quite startling series of events for me, because although I am quite Proud of being Catholic, I am hardly a bible thumper ( Read more... )

50p ... fuss ( Read more... )