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[psychopomp_girl]

I had a strange moment the other day

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[maarken]

You don't *have* to be lonely. You just never seem to be around.

Also, that totally trumps my mahi mahi quinoa salad.

[psychopomp_girl]

I know. The being lonely thing isn't all other people's fault. It is my own, as well. I hid myself away for awhile, after a traumatic experience, then came back out when I turned twenty-one. But I only came out then to get obliterated-drunk.

I had a couple of really good friends around me then, though. But one had a kid, one found her way into an abusive relationship, and the others just suck...I guess.

I am not always as lonely as the post implies. But I have been spending an awful lot of time at home, trying to be productive in my apartment lately.

Damn it. I want mahi mahi. *grin*

[maarken]

Well, there's more where that came from! It's also quite nice scampied. Hrm, reminds me, there's a pack of spot sprawns in the freezer that need something done...

[psychopomp_girl]

I've been wanting to attend the dinner parties, but I'm generally working when they're going on. I need to request a Thursday off or something.

I totally agree on the Betty Show thing. Except I seem to just succeed at the getting really drunk one, more than the hiding one.

[psychopomp_girl]

You're probably right. The ones that get to me, though, are the ones who I have been really close to in the past and now it seems like they just don't have time to be my friends.

Meh. It's stupid.

[xuul]

Yep, I miss talking to you and other people late into that night as well. I miss my old schedule that allowed me to go up to Bellingham on weekends too.

[psychopomp_girl]

What is your schedule now? I know that you've been getting used to your new job-ness and all, so I hadn't asked you what it is.