Yeah so the black in my heart really has nothing to do with anything...it just sounded good...but my hair will no longer be black after tonight, it will be blonde...I mean really blonde...which is my natural hair color. I don't really know why I wanted to go back to my natural hair color, I just did for some reason. But I don't care if it looks bad ( Read more... )

right now I feel like no one actually cares about me...I feel like I'm a pawn in everybodies games...I'm really sad again...I just feel like no one actually cares, they just want me around for whenever they have no one else around...because I'm always there...I don't know...(Je suis fatigue de bete gens qui aimer a jouer a avec moi coeur pour a eux ( Read more... )

Yeah so I learned some information that really pissed me off, I'm not sure why, it's probably because this person keeps on doing things she know will piss me off, and I'm just tired of the bullcrap....gah...this is me yelling...because people are stupid bitches....k feel a little better now that i got to rant more

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Ok, that is a line from a song I wrote, but for some reason it came into my head when I decided to post a new journal. But yeah...so for some reason, for the past couple days I've been a real bitch, I can't tell you why, because I really just don't know why. Also I've been really confused about everything, I haven't been able to sleep right, and ( Read more... )

Ok so I wrote another poem, and I decided that I'm going to post it on here, since that's what I do anyways, Vanessa liked it, but I don't think it's that great...what do you think ( Read more... )

Ok so here is a picture of my tattoo, for anyone who hasn't seen it and looks at my journal. It is on my ankle in case you can't tell from the sock...also there looks like I have marks on my ankle, but it's scars that you can barely see in real life, they are just dark because the picture is dark...


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I got a tattoo, it's a panther, when I get a picture of it, I'm going to put it on here. I love my tattoo.

Have you ever been so confused in your life...so confused with life in general? I am...what confuses me you ask...There are many things...one thing in particular has had me down for a few weeks now...I just don't know whether I am coming or going anymore. I don't know what road to take in order to get to where I want to be, without hurting people ( Read more... )

So last night I cried, because I realized that my little brothers aren't little anymore...they are both taller than me, and they aren't innocent anymore...Damn...I'm getting old...lol jk...but really though I miss my LITTLE brothers...