words spoken, with a writhing shriveled meaning ( Read more... )

and this is why i love my sister oh so much...


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a suicide note full of resignaton and apologies
butterflys lying dead in a cold stomache
cough drop wrappers and used tissues

the world turns and us with it
illusions about where we are headed
regrets left behind us in the dust
time for something new
time for love
time for change
it is always time for something

...and today is your day

music flows out. an audience transfixed. i hear notes that wash away the past, blot out the present and dance with anticipation for the future. sitting in the dark with no one around me i swirl and twirl until i feel drunk. drunk, sitting, leaning towards you. my mind a broken record. lips moving as i wonder what their kiss could bring, but then i ( Read more... )

i haven't been too happy with my photography lately. all my pictures feel cold. like they have no feeling, no emotion to them. compositional and technically i think they're fine, sometimes even good, but what i like about photography is whats missing. i want to produce images that people look at and can feel a connection to. i want my work to evoke ( Read more... )

( i knew there was a reason we were meant for eachother... )

strings of light again
above another new bed
old stories never told

sound crackles through the old televison of a body too long neglected. images light up the room where two strangers sing the song of time.

most depressing movie i've seen in so very very long? closer. CLOSER. fuckin a. i'm watching it right now and it just makes me feel like there is no hope left in the world for love people relationships trust loyalty ( Read more... )

thoughts racing
snow angels
nerves wound tight
kisses in the rain
where did you come from?
where am i going?
a fire hazard she says
love is dangerous she says
brakes squealing
chocolate melting in a pan
don't double dip he says
you'll get burned he says
a car accident
hands reaching for help
a cry in the dark
and you're there

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person ( Read more... )