oh my god i get to go home in two daysssss.
and see evan in nineteen.
and the worst of finals are over.
today's a good day :)

I GET TO SEE THIS ON SUNDAY:

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i would love, just for one day, to be able to take a nice afternoon nap without being woken up every 15 minutes by the girls in the rooms on either side and across from me yelling at the top of their lungs, or turning their music or tv up all the way, or slamming door after door after door. holy shit ( Read more... )

upon uploading about 15 old picture cd's to this computer, i stumbled upon the following:


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so as i near the end of my 3rd week of classes, this is my conclusion of college thus far ( Read more... )

so. after way too many hours of waiting and debating and compromising, i've made the decision to go to baylor for school next year. it's ridiculous to think about everything that's happened to get me to this point. i'm just glad it's mostly over. i'm ecstatic about moving back to texas. not to mention attending a school i've wanted to go to since i ( Read more... )

it's frustrating how the most elated and wonderful feeling can be so easily countered by the unnecessary stresses that our society provides.. the society that presents us with what we ignorantly assume is 'the right way' and yet continues to repeatedly cheat me and everyone around me out of our happiness. not to say that school isn't worthwhile and ( Read more... )

i didn't know i had the ability to feel this way.
it's.. amazing. incomparable.

ohmygoshhhohmygoshohmygoshohmygoshhhhhhhhhhhhhhohmygoshCALIFORNIAohmygoodgoshohmygoshhohhmygoshohmygoshohmygosh. yeah.
working on my "tan". trying to do some situps haha. saving up some money. YEAH i'm readyy.

i want to have the courage to demand respect from people, guys and girls alike. i want the power to say no when i mean no and yes when i mean yes and i want people to recognize that i am opinionated and worthwhile and intelligent and strong as a human being. i don't want to shy away from my values because of the influence of society. i am who i am ( Read more... )

how sad is this.. i write my more honest feelings here because the only people that read this are the ones i know won't judge me. interesting ( Read more... )