Is all we have left. 6 damn days. & they've, so far, been filled with nothing but talk of him leaving. Everywhere we go, everyone we see, everyone we talk to.....IT has to come up. & this shooting pain goes into my stomach, I get quiet, & I can do nothing but get over it. Cause I cant change it. Its going to happen. No amount of my sadness, no ( Read more... )

I dont like when people act like me being sad isn't justified because they went thru something worse. I was talking about how I'm gonna be sad when Y has to leave & I dont know when or how or IF I'm gonna get over there & she says "well at least you didn't have to go thru a year of Iraq like I did ( Read more... )

Well, I go to a military site for wives, gf's, etc. of military & a TON of them have journals here. I did too but am loyal to Open Diary so I never kept up with it here. I figure, how hard it is to copy & paste what I write on OD over to here? So here I am!! :)