Its such an awkward thing, to be so sad. Its so hard to be friends with people who are friends with a you you can't remember. You want to tell them you don't feel like the person you think they think they're inviting out, but you don't want them to stop inviting you. Its hard to tell yourself you're depressed. You figure when you're depressed you' ( Read more... )

Oh
there goes that disposable
floor!
That square
so cut
and shaped
to fall away at lever's pull.

And with it
goes my breath:
the gallows charge a toll
to cross
from up to down.

Walking hangman's pace,
what velvet leash
what gallows' tie
is this?
Oh that doleful dance I do
dangling for your love.

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The Problem with Waiting

The problem with waiting is time passes by
And you can't speak of laughing when you want to cry.
When tears of kind joy now play sorrows tune
You wonder if ever you smiled at the moon.

The problem with waiting is nothing will last.
You find yourself missing the games of the past.
For the world is a stage and the show must go on
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Expect a real post sometime later. Too tired to express my feelings but i took this test after I took the geek test on Paul's blog. I scored 54% but didn't care to post it. Apparently I know a fair bit about my booze though...

83%LUSH
San Jose Dating
 

If for every time I thought of you a dollar sprang to hand
I think that I most surely would be a richly man.
If every moment that your face passed within my mind
The room got somewhat smaller, well, I’d be well confined.

I’d have no hair upon my head if for every thought
A little bit balder than before is what I got
And if only by your kisses my hunger ( Read more... )

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