I'm still standing for hope and glory

[prof_ryoki]

I just left Shannon an offline MSN message, I don't know why. I guess there's part of me still hoping this is some elaborate hoax, and if I could just tell her how much I love and need her then she'll come back to me

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[mako_pretty]

I keep trying to write emails, or tag, or do anything to 'catch her attention' because this doesn't seem real. It's too wrong to be real.

If you want to rp, I'll do a thread just with you hun. Don't you think for a moment that it's insensitive of you. You're struggling, and mourning, and for a little bit a distraction could be good for you sweetheart.

[prof_ryoki]

I love you, Misu. Thank you.

[mako_pretty]

I love you too, hunny. So much.

[margerydaw_s2]

I never knew either of you on a personal level. Both of you were friends of my friends, but there are tears threatening to fall from my eyes. I am so sorry for your loss.

Don't think you're insensitive. You just want some moments of shallow ( or not) happiness in a time you probably feel that is impossible. It's perfectly normal, and it only shows you're human.

I hope Shannon rests in peace.

[prof_ryoki]

Thank you.

[wintaerland]

There's really nothing that I can say right now, partially because I didn't know you that well and never met Shannon, and also because there are no words that can describe the loss and pain you're feeling right now. I wish that there was something I could do or say that would take your pain away and make you feel better, but I don't know what that would be. I can only hope that with time, your pain will go away. For now, all I can offer are virtual hugs and let you know that I'll always be here for you, so if you need anything, don't hesitate to ask.

If you want to roleplay, just let me know. It lets you take your mind elsewhere, so don't feel bad.

*hug*

[prof_ryoki]

Thank you so much, just knowing you are here helps.

[kaiba_katt]

I totally understand. I keep expecting her to sign on and squee about something. I'm trying to rp and take my mind off it, but I can't. I just know, though, that at least online we're all together, we can talk about this, we can try our very best to get through this rough spot. We need to remember the good times and hang on. I'm crying my eyes out, and I can't stop, but I know that we'll be able to get through this together.

[prof_ryoki]

I'm here for you.

[drunkonpickles]

I'm here for you, too.

[prof_ryoki]

*hugs* Thank you.