please don't let there be another oct19

[prjctx3]

i'd like to say "bye" and "see you later" but i won't allow them to pour out of my mouth. the last time i said, "feel better" the person died and i can't bear to have my words hold no meaning. why bother when chances are small. i might as well prepare for a family of tears. i tend to choke on words for loved ones. if i don't get the chance, i'll

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[mariiissssa]

yuppp.
i did.
one of the first things i did at 12am.
theres were tons of happy bday comments already on the page too.
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owell.
at least i said happy bday to him.
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