yea i'm a tool bag. there's no other way to describe myself other than asshole.

i really hurt the one person i love more than anything and i'm a fucking tart.

actually tart isn't the word .. it could be asshole but insert something worse because i can't think of anything now.

i don't deserve forgiveness or another chance, but i hope i get one.

the ( Read more... )

not in a good mood.. :-(

i hate people and they hate me.. i guess i should be happy about it, but i'm not

hostility is horrible and it should be eliminated from our lives. I'm gonna make a change forever.. no more mean megan

only nice megan

[we'll see how long this lasts]

yea so life hasn't gotten much better .. the only good thing is that school is over

other than that it hasn't changed..

oh and i love hypocrites.. oops, wait, nope - i lied

yea my life sucks right now ..

yup that just about sums it up

Yea so the past week have been really crappy. It all started when Pat came back from his trip and just started being an asshole. He went hunting with Michael and they started talking about the quad that Michael had stolen from Horton. Michael had said oh yea i heard about the questions Krystal and Jeff had Maggie ask Megan because she already ( Read more... )

Well I'm happy to say that I just might have to update a bit more often since virtually no one has one of these any more .. this makes me quite happy :-)

you can even see the happiness .. so nice

It definitely feels like you don't even care anymore. It feels like I am always the one to come up with things to do. You're always cranky because you don't get enough sleep, and I just wish you would just be really and truely fucking happy. I feel like shit and you know it. The only thing is that you don't know why. So heres why...

I don't ( Read more... )

people are gay and dont tell whole truths. i especially like when they badmouth me about shit that they twist to make themselves sound like the poor innocent victim. FUCK YOU AND FUCK THAT!!

i hope the bullshit stops and the madness ends...

everything is going so extremely well! found out some interesting info about some of the people i talked to a lot last year... hmm what losers! its a wonder how no one can get a story straight! oh well ... just wanted to update! more about my findings later!! hugs and kisses all :-*! <3 Megan

I have come to realize I am dependent on you. I am sorry if that scares, puts pressure on, or worries you. I just had to let you know because I'm going through anxiety waiting for the next time to see you. I can't help but care about you so much. I really honestly, and truely love you with all my heart. I don't know if you're ever going to read ( Read more... )