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yea i'm a tool bag. there's no other way to describe myself other than asshole.
i really hurt the one person i love more than anything and i'm a fucking tart.
actually tart isn't the word .. it could be asshole but insert something worse because i can't think of anything now.
i don't deserve forgiveness or another chance, but i hope i get one.
the only thing to say is sorry, but sorry doesn't cut it and i know that.
i can't even begin to describe how i feel right now. it's worse than any kind of torture.
i hate myself.