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these past couple of days have been really hard. I have been so stressed out that i cant even eat. ive lost 10 lbs in 3 days and i just dont care. i've had so many problems with people and school that i just dont care about anything anymore. if youre mad at me congrats - doesnt care face. if you think i'm an asshole - doesnt care face.
it started with school and me being behind in ceramics because of the douche bag that threw out my car keys. then it went to pat and me being an asshole and being busy. it isnt my fault you dont want anything to do with me for 2 months and suddenly miss me. but its now my fault because i'm going out and not waiting for him to get done with paulie and everyone else. sorry, but im not going to do it anymore. so you can sit there and say im and asshole but, like i said before, i just dont care. im not dropping everything to cater anymore. it just isnt going to happen.
then it went to maggie. i know i shouldnt even put anything reguarding this situation on here, but i need to get this off my chest. im sick of people coming up to me and asking me why i talk about her and why i have so many bad things to say about her and yada fucking yada. but the truth of the matter is that i have nothing to say about her and anything i have to say i can say it to her face, i just choose not to. all of my opinions are in my head and they are not going to leave there .. why? because i dont feel like getting into any drama and quite frankly it isnt anyones business but ours. its just kind of pathetic that its all being said behind my back.. i have enough of it without dealing with fucking you too.
so there i've said it. i've said it all! im not dealing with the fucking fights everyday and all the fucking bullshit that goes along with it all. if you have a fucking problem dont fucking talk to me. im not taking it anymore and if thats a problem then go read someone elses journal and find some other fucking friends.
it started with school and me being behind in ceramics because of the douche bag that threw out my car keys. then it went to pat and me being an asshole and being busy. it isnt my fault you dont want anything to do with me for 2 months and suddenly miss me. but its now my fault because i'm going out and not waiting for him to get done with paulie and everyone else. sorry, but im not going to do it anymore. so you can sit there and say im and asshole but, like i said before, i just dont care. im not dropping everything to cater anymore. it just isnt going to happen.
then it went to maggie. i know i shouldnt even put anything reguarding this situation on here, but i need to get this off my chest. im sick of people coming up to me and asking me why i talk about her and why i have so many bad things to say about her and yada fucking yada. but the truth of the matter is that i have nothing to say about her and anything i have to say i can say it to her face, i just choose not to. all of my opinions are in my head and they are not going to leave there .. why? because i dont feel like getting into any drama and quite frankly it isnt anyones business but ours. its just kind of pathetic that its all being said behind my back.. i have enough of it without dealing with fucking you too.
so there i've said it. i've said it all! im not dealing with the fucking fights everyday and all the fucking bullshit that goes along with it all. if you have a fucking problem dont fucking talk to me. im not taking it anymore and if thats a problem then go read someone elses journal and find some other fucking friends.